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Category Archives: Philadelphia
EVERYTHING WE HAVE INHERITED
My walks through the streets of Center City Philadelphia each day have turned into a relentless reel of damaged and discarded souls, the life literally drained out of them. The homeless, the mentally ill, the addicted. Their suffering feels heightened, … Continue reading
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME: UPSIDE DOWN IN THE AGE OF TRUMP
It’s harder than I thought it would be to write about gifts and gratitude, in the face of this creeping darkness, this foul energy that seems to have tainted everything. Today, I am celebrating the day of my birth – … Continue reading
Posted in Life After Cancer, Philadelphia, yoga
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finish line
With cancer, unlike a half marathon, there is no finish line. There is freedom from active disease, but never from the threat that it may one day return. So the tests and checkups stand as markers on a road that … Continue reading
Posted in Life After Cancer, Philadelphia, rain, running
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psychic whiplash (or, “what is life?”)
A few weeks ago, I learned that one of my friends is pregnant with her second child. This friend went through years of heartache before having her first child, and the road to her second pregnancy hasn’t been without its … Continue reading
Posted in Infertility, Life After Cancer, Philadelphia, running
Tagged Ben Franklin Bridge, choices, old soul, only child, pregnancy, selfishness, trauma
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a different kind of marathon
Today marks my first day of rest since officially embarking on training for the Philadelphia Marathon in November. I ran five of the last six days, in soul-crushing heat and humidity. Mercifully, I had a great running companion at my … Continue reading
Posted in Life After Cancer, Philadelphia, running, Uncategorized
Tagged chemotherapy, marathon, running, training
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LUSH LIFE
The rain won’t stop. The spring and early summer have been a seemingly endless stretch of rain-soaked days. The world has turned relentlessly green. I’ve heard weather-related griping about commuting into the city on rainy morning after rainy morning; wet … Continue reading
Posted in gardening, Life After Cancer, Philadelphia
Tagged color, coreopsis, fate, gardens, irises, life, Orianna Street, rain, sedum
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mid-life young adult cancer crisis
Has my license to write about cancer expired? I’ve been thinking about the countless numbers of young adults who have been diagnosed with cancer since I entered this universe over five years ago. I’ve mused on the lives lost, the … Continue reading
Posted in adoption, First Descents, Life After Cancer, Philadelphia, Writing
Tagged climbing, First Descents, mid-life crisis, parenting, time
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burning doubt – lessons from a yoga mala
At 5:30 this morning, I offered up all of my doubt to the forces of balance and harmony in the universe. Then, along with about 10 other women, I performed 108 sun salutations – a yoga mala to mark the … Continue reading
Posted in Family, Life After Cancer, Philadelphia, Work, yoga
Tagged childcare, desperate housewife, doubt, Earl, instincts, NPR, sabbatical, stay-at-home mom, sun salutations, yoga mala
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no time to waste
Four years ago, during a heatwave not unlike the one we are now experiencing, I lay confined in the partially air-conditioned recesses of our rented home in Northern Liberties, hanging on to the edges of the life with which four … Continue reading
Posted in adoption, Family, Life After Cancer, Philadelphia, Work
Tagged ambivalence, cancer's legacy, children, choices, happiness, heartbreak, heatwave, law, meaning, mother, working parents
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early thanksgiving
My original thought last evening, after rocking out insanely for 13.1 miles, was to simply offer a post of thanks for all of the incredible artists – some of whom I’ve loved for my whole life, some of whom are … Continue reading
Posted in adoption, Life After Cancer, music, Philadelphia, running
Tagged celebrate, Florence + The Machine, half-marathon, Philadelphia, Thanksgiving
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