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Monthly Archives: January 2011
gut feeling
The dead of winter has officially arrived. If it’s not snowing, it’s raining, sleeting and freezing. Roads and sidewalks in our wooded suburban enclave have grown treacherous. Today, though bitter cold, was at least dry, so a few hours ago, … Continue reading
Posted in Life After Cancer, running
Tagged abdomen, Coach Joe, core, half-marathon, running, snow, soreness, struggle, sweat, winter, yoga
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who’s that girl?
The last few days have been something of an an exercise in time-travel, and measuring the more superficial effects of cancer. Most of my time here is spent dissecting cancer’s emotional and psychological toll. Really, that’s the important stuff. But … Continue reading
Posted in Life After Cancer, Photography
Tagged abdomen, adoption profile book, bust, hair, middle-aged, navel, physical changes, ravages of time, thirties, time-travel, waistline, wedding
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ghost child
This evening as I was leaving work, one of my colleagues, who was my office-mate when my nephew was born six years ago, asked me how he was doing. Actually, her exact words were, “How’s my man doing?,” and I … Continue reading
Posted in adoption, Family, Film, Infertility, Life After Cancer
Tagged adoption, Bubz Junior, chemotherapy, dreams, fertility treatment, genes, ghost child, gratitude, grief, infertility, menopause, nephew, peace, pregnancy, Rabbit Hole
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echo chamber
Words have never come with greater difficulty than they have in the weeks following the death of a fellow young adult cancer warrior with whom I shared an essential but hard to define connection. I didn’t know her well, but … Continue reading
Posted in Death, fellow fighters, Life After Cancer, running
Tagged abyss, chemo, Chris Ward Blumer, Christmas, Death, demons, fate, fellow warriors, hangover, indignities, New Year's Eve, post traumatic stress, razor's edge, short ribs, slow cooker, trauma
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