I’ve pretty much lost it. \u00a0My mind, I mean. \u00a0It’s not such a bad thing to have happen, so long \u00a0as it’s temporary, so long as no one gets hurt. \u00a0I came damn close to that line on Friday morning, even crossed it a little. \u00a0It was almost “bye-bye, job.” \u00a0But I’m getting reeled in now, with lots of help. \u00a0This long weekend is well-timed, even with the “insane” (pun intended) amount of writing I have to do. \u00a0There are certain things I can live with, certain fears, both rational and otherwise, I can tolerate.<\/p>\n
At work, I’m going to bite the bullet and endure several weeks of “unpleasantness” in the name of a much needed quality push. \u00a0I’m seriously considering whether I can leverage my suffering in an attempt to indulge thoughts<\/a> that came up (perhaps serendipitously) earlier in the week. \u00a0Maybe I can make some of those flights-of-fancy into reality. \u00a0Alternatively, it could make a bad situation worse – trying to force people to do something they don’t want to do while I’m being forced to undergo my own (heretofore referenced, though not fully described) unpleasant process of transition. \u00a0Well, I’m getting to a stage where I don’t really care. \u00a0If my place in this smal law practice is going to disintigrate, I’d prefer it to happen while I fight to do better and fight for what I want. \u00a0So, that’s how it’s going to be.<\/p>\n And also, I’m going to start listening to Uriah Heep. \u00a0That should help as well.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I’ve pretty much lost it. \u00a0My mind, I mean. \u00a0It’s not such a bad thing to have happen, so long \u00a0as it’s temporary, so long as no one gets hurt. \u00a0I came damn close to that line on Friday morning, … Continue reading